Lexicon of the Scorpion

I've been appraised

2005-06-25T08:39:00.000-07:00

I am worth $2,119,478
and rising...

Trailer

2005-06-24T21:18:00.000-07:00

A new superhero is emerging, one unlike any ever seen before. Prepare for Sandy Sexauer, AKA Dark Venom.

Capricorns

2005-06-21T20:45:00.000-07:00

What is it with the capricorn baby? They never smile, its not crying or crying. Those seem to be the only choice. I spent all day trying to get them to smile but woo wee, I hope I never have a cap. To bed with me.

Father's Day

2005-06-19T10:27:00.000-07:00

Its Daddy's day, yay! Dad is 2,600 miles away and while a week ago he didn't have $2,000 for a new computer for me. He does have $1,200 for a new camera for him. Love having a Aires father. Anyway, lots to do and only one day to do it, so till next post, if you have weed smoke it, if your generous share with me.

What are we not being told?

2005-06-17T18:09:00.000-07:00

In some parts of the world days are getting longer, in other parts nights are getting longer. Is the earth's rotation slowing? The current calendar is based on a falsified religion, do any catholics know when jesus was really born? How about any of the apostles for that matter? Daylight savings, time zones, the calendar, have they all been designed to dupe us? Enlightenment is coming, but for how many of us? Must we continue to pay the price of pain and suffering for basic needs like food, water and shelter? Destiny is in our hands, the people of earth. Will we stand and unite, or will we give up our freedom for Prime time television and fancy toys?

Ask and you shall recieve

2005-06-16T14:02:00.000-07:00

The lord has answered my prayers, actually he answered them immediately it just sometimes takes awhile for things to manifest on earth. I HAVE A JOB! Woohoo. Now I have some where to place my energy and get this party started. Still in training, I'm out on my own come monday, can't wait because I'm sure I will be excellent at this job.

Sitting, Waiting, Wishing

2005-06-11T11:03:00.000-07:00

How appropriate the title of that song is. I sit here after a run that drains the life from me. I acheived the 10 minute mile last week, hooray for me, but running at 6 miles an hour is insane. Sometimes I feel like my heart is going to explode or my lungs are going to collapse. All this for a girl, a girl who can't even kiss me with passion. I get love poured through a middle school filter. Pathetic pecks and cuddling. All I ask for is pleasure, all I get is pain. I'm a heavy guy, but even after losing 50lbs. for her still nothing. I endure all this, and I find myself questioning why? What major changes is she enduring, what pain does she go through for my love? I am undeserving of her? What makes her deserving of all my sacrafice? I have given up my family, my life, and am changing my self all for her and she can't bring herself to have sex? She is the one saying I'm inadequate, I have to kill myself on a treadmill. All I ask for is pleasure. What the fuck is the deal?

Now I have no weed, withdrawal being complete my mind is overflowed with darkness. Horrible thoughts fill my mind, when will this pain come to an end?

Life the Rollercoaster

2005-06-07T14:31:00.000-07:00

Full of ups and downs, that is what life is. Yesterday I was so up, first the first step towards sexual activity with Nov, big yay! Then a job interview with ABC 15 today, and I got down to a 10 minute mile on my run. Well today, I went to the interview and I was told that I don't have enough experience. They are looking for someone with TV experience not someone fresh out of college. So aparently I am to smart for small crappy jobs, yet I am not smart enough for a good job. Hmm... So what the hell am I supposed to do? When I start my business I will be more then happy to hire someone fresh out of college to give them the opportunity to prove themselves. Well anyway, back to the old drawing board. Anyone want artwork?

Man who doesn't watch sports, seeking girl who hates soaps.

2005-06-03T12:01:00.000-07:00

Updated the debtinvestors site today. Would be nice to get the site done so I could get paid. A degree is supposed to hold weight in the working world. I guess not because here I am 2 months into this "dream" and still no job, no sex, no weed. This dream is quickly becoming a nightmare. I often find myself wondering what the hell is going on, nothing is panning out and I'm becoming highly fustrated by the situation. Thankfully I have World of Warcraft to play, but honestly I would rather be working. Something needs to happen soon or I'm going to flip out.

The girl is always wondering what is wrong, what is the wonderment, she knows what is wrong. Scorpion, no sex, these two don't go together. She just tickled my feet to put a smile on my face, tickling my feet is not going to put a smile on my face. Now sitting on my face might.

present

2005-06-01T10:37:00.000-07:00

present
Originally uploaded by lexiconowl.

Where it all started. Did this one for Nov, and so you don't have to search that's lexicon1@gmail.com. Get your piece today!

katie

2005-06-01T10:35:00.000-07:00

katie
Originally uploaded by lexiconowl.

This is the second one I did. For my friend and fellow Scorpio Katie. I bet your looking for that contact info now.

jenram

2005-06-01T10:34:00.000-07:00

jenram
Originally uploaded by lexiconowl.

The Girl Next door, she will be my star model once her mother moves out here to AZ. Don't drool, you could have one too. Just ask.

mike

2005-06-01T10:33:00.000-07:00

mike
Originally uploaded by lexiconowl.

Beware the Gemini, especially this one. He's got a Scorpio moon. You want one, I know. Just contact me.

john

2005-06-01T10:32:00.000-07:00

john
Originally uploaded by lexiconowl.

This one was for my little bro. He's on the cusp of aries and taurus, my little Rambull. Do you want one?

dad

2005-06-01T10:30:00.000-07:00

dad
Originally uploaded by lexiconowl.

Did this piece for my dear old dad's b-day. Interested in one for you?

Are we there yet?

2005-06-01T09:52:00.000-07:00

Well I have moved across country, to start my life? Has it not already started? I don't know, it sure doesn't feel like it. Unemployed, still. Thought a degree from Syracuse was supposed to mean something. I guess not. Supposed to be building this life with Nov. Seems all I have been building lately is levels on my World of Warcraft characters. As great as that is I would like to know when this train is going to start moving. Anyway, I have plenty of time now to be updating these blogs so you'll be hearing from me alot more. I was thinking of selling my artwork. There are examples found below, I started doing them for birthday presents and people have liked them, so I'm offering them to you. If your interested contact me.

The End

2004-12-07T20:34:00.000-08:00

Man that had to be the roughest two months ever. But I think I have successfully completed all projects to the best of my ability. The animation for Doug's class being my pride and joy of the semester. I decided to render it in post production posterization that I read about in my animation concepts book. Go to my website for more information. http://web.syr.edu/~ajhern01/index.htm

CAR 430

2004-10-23T13:19:00.000-07:00

So I ordered a camera on Tuesday from B&H to do texture mapping. But of course B&H does next day delivery based on when they send it, not when I ordered it, which I think is crap, but what can you do. This of course pushes the production schedule to the wall, can the Icon pull himself out of this one folks?

CGR 430

2004-10-19T14:23:00.000-07:00

Just got back from class and the consencious was that the animation wasn't enough. Personally, I think that such ideas should have been expressed in the storyboard process of the idea, not now while I have already spent hours working this one. But fine, I can roll with the punches. So here is the new idea, because I'm not going to revamp the old idea to make it a comedy or be abstract so as not to give the audience too much info. In a 1 minute animation as currently designed if I were to attempt any of these things you the viewer would be lost. Wheter or not you are in agreement, I don't feel I could do it as stands well enough to both maintain my idea and give you all the information, because in the end if you ask any questions I have failed.
What your going to get instead is a scene from each part of the world that is important to me personally, each associated in some way to a different aspect of my psyche, and they will shoot a beam into space that will turn on a machine releasing an egg with me in it, and I'll fall to earth and "hit the scene." Any questions? I'm sure there are, but you'll just have to wait because I'm not going to storyboard, I'm just going to wing it, on this.

2004-10-19T14:22:00.000-07:00

new idea

2004-10-10T14:57:00.000-07:00

head model

CAR 430

2004-10-10T14:49:00.000-07:00

Well along with my website being updated and everything coming along nicely I have all of my models done for the Focus animation. Shown above is the model for the statue which is the main "focus" of the animation as it were.

For the People

2004-10-10T14:44:00.000-07:00

If you are down with art here is a hot project to check out.
http://razghul.ice.org/misc/zoom/zoom.htm

And while usually I don't vote we all have to give props to Katie Gutman for sending me to this site which led to me registering and planning on voting.
http://www.emogame.com/bushgame.html

And that's all I got...

CGR 430

2004-10-03T14:24:00.000-07:00

Ok here is my work schedule. I plan to do this class in conjunction with 321 so I will be following the same schedule for both classes:

Already showed my storyboard and animatic

This week I will have my final models completed.

10/12 - 12/26 Animation in progress, weekly updates of process.
11/2 wireframe
11/9 lighting and shading
11/16 pencil test

Then render, render, render. Hand in final animation on last crit.
This schedule makes it look easy.

test

2004-10-03T14:22:00.000-07:00

blog usually give me hell so let me see....